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2011-06-25T10:02:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA, I BET YOU WILL LAUGH AT THIS POST,

CHENCHEN! :P

FUNNY CONVO #1

FUNNY CONVO #2

FUNNY CONVO #3

SUPER FUNNY CONVO #1

SUPER FUNNY CONVO #2

SUPER FUNNY CONVO #3

ARE YOU LAUGHING, CHENCHEN? (:

Hahaha, guess what he said in the end!

URGH!

2011-05-26T00:06:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I just wanna let you all know this: If you all ever realize, you all cared too much and it's getting really overboard, too much! I WANT my parents to be ones who have full control over me. & pls stop threatening and torturing me by taking all my electronic gadgets away just because I screwed my prelim1. This confiscating of valuables won't work on me, anyway -.- Pls just stop whatever you guys are doing and leave me alone before I go crazy one day. Thanks!

S.A.D :(

2011-05-14T20:53:00.000-07:00

Ya duh! So true.

I can't sleep. I wish somebody was here. I wish somebody feel the same way as i do.

I wish somebody could show me which way to go. I wish somebody could tell me what to do.

I wish somebody to be at the same situation as i am. I wish somebody could solve all my doubts. I hate being like this.

Note to self, i promise when i wake up, I will not think so much, I will not care so much,

I will not bother so much.

I will do anything, not to feel the way i am now, again.

No probing pls. Thanks.

JUSTIN BIEBER'S MY WORLD TOUR CONCERT @ SINGAPORE!

2011-04-22T02:12:00.000-07:00

When i was just about to upload the videos i've taken, i found these videos.
Awesome stuff man! :D

The videos are arranged in this manner such that it is the same as the concert itself!
What to say? Justin Bieber is really awesome!
ENJOY THE VIDEOS, CHENCHEN! :D
Since you just fall in love with him, these videos will make you love him more :P

Super awesome way to start a concert! :D

"Everybody scream!~"

Before he started singing this song, he said this "What's up Singapore! Welcome to my world. Is everybody ready to have a fun night? You know that i am the best man in the world? Ever since the start, you guys have shown me so much love. So i just wanna say thank you to everybody. Basically, what i would love to do the most, is to make you smile. Do you know why? Because when you smile, i smile." I type word what he said, word by word! I kept replying the video i took just to type that okay! He's so sweet right?! :P

He look so much like a grown up here. Haha

LOVE THIS PART! Especially favourite girl! :D

Ah, she's sucha lucky girl! The videos of him when he was younger are super cute lor xD Watch his movie! His movie has these videos too.

My all time favoutite song from him :D

He's looking mature here too. *Screams*

They're good (:

Before he appears on stage to sing this song again, one of his crew member lead us with the "When i say Justin you say Bieber! Justin, BIEBER! Justin, BIEBER!" Fun ttm :D

Another all time favourite song :D

Crazy moments+ another awesome song :D

I close my eyes and i could see a better day~

Before he appears on the stage again, there are screens by the side. It says "Do you guys still want more?", "Really?","Louder!", "LOUDER!", "Scream!", "Louder!", "LOUDER!" PS: PLEASE LOOK AT THE SPEED HE IS RAPPING AT!

AWESOME CONCERT! :D JUSTIN BIEBER IS REALLY GOOD! :D

Oh, you make me smile (:

2011-04-15T22:33:00.000-07:00

Hey you know what? That's the power of you. :D
-You make me smile!

&... I ♥ you (:

Something 'bout love.

2011-03-26T22:44:00.000-07:00

I don’t mind when our conversations get a little boring. I don’t mind when we’re texting and we run out of things to say. When we’re hanging out together but not doing anything, well I don’t mind that either.

It doesn’t matter to me because I finally realized that when you’re truly in love, every moment spent together doesn’t have to be breath-taking, that you’ll still feel like the luckiest person alive even through the most unexciting times,and you will feel completely comfortable together because you know that just having each other is more than enough.

It's nice to find someone who will turn your heartaches into a smile. Someone who will rebuild your world better than before. Someone who is worth loving. Someone who can be yours. And lastly, someone who can say,

"If having you is waiting and waiting is pain, then pain is worth having."

YAY-NESS!

2011-03-19T10:36:00.000-07:00

I BOUGHT THAT ADIDAS WATER BOTTLE! :D

AND I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY, PLEASE!

What more to say? I spent my day well though i had tuition marathon in the aftnoon.

The aftermath was really quality spent with STEFANIE TING! :D

If you were at GV Yishun at 9:30PM watching Big Mommas,

And you hear 2 loud laughters that belongs to two girls,

HEY, IT WAS STEFANIE AND I xD

So yeah, you guys should know the both of us are crazy tgt.

& Yes, we didn't disappoint all of you.

We were both walking then we stopped in the middle of no where and started to dance.

The dance was in the show lah.. The one where the dad taught his son.

Whooooa!

So we danced and we laughed till we squad down and cry.

HAHAHAHA!

Oh well...

2011-03-18T08:07:00.000-07:00

Apparently, i was really pissed off about god-knows-what thing.

So during taekwondo just now, i kicked the floppy target like nobody's business.

And guess what?

Ouch, my leg hurts. Especially my toes!

Poor toes, keep getting rubbed on the floor. ):

I just kick and kick until i couldnt feel my own legs and

I really perspired like i'm drenched or something! But still, it was fun.

Well, i do feel a lot better kicking and shouting at the same time! (:
& i think that's the most important thing!

Sigh, sometimes.. Strange thing do happen.

I MUST GET OVER THIS!

AFTERALL, I SHOULD BE THE ONE CONTROLLING MY EMOTIONS RIGHT?!

Because to all people out there, i'm the always-smiling Rengie.

So... RENGIE! CHEER UP! :D

Hmmm...

2011-03-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

IT'S REALLY A HUGE MESS! X.X

2011-03-05T20:28:00.000-08:00

*SCREAMS*

It's cat2 people, don't be jealous :P

Whoaaaa.

2011-02-27T03:50:00.000-08:00

Don't you think its cool when people post nice messages or questions

on their blog that leave lingering thoughts in your mind?

My turn... Do you love me?

Hehe.

Coz'... Hey you, piggy!

LOVE DIE YOU! :P

Well, i chanced upon something really cool idk when...

But since i saved a tiny little part of what i've read,

I shall share it with you peeps! :D

So here it is..

When a hug that lasts 00:00:20 is given to a girl, it activates the production of Oxytocin from the brain which enables the girl to trust the person who is hugging her.

Oxytocin is just some kinda hormone lah...

Go google it if you wanna know more.

Oh no man, it's monday tmr x.x

Urgh :(

2011-02-20T02:10:00.000-08:00

Hahaha!

Which girl doesn't hate it?! :D

Life's awesome.

2011-02-12T19:28:00.000-08:00

Taylor Swift's soncert on the 9th was a blast, totally (:

It's like she've stolen my diary when listening to her sing as we all sing along.

It's just too good :D

& She is really gorgeous!

So E-boo just came back not long ago from sweden and on the 19th,

He's gonna fly to netherlands!

Okay, i'm jealous! But still, all the best and have a kick ass performance in your competition!

YOU CAN DO IT, BESTIE! :D

Taekwondo was really tiring on friday ):

I'm having cramps and aches all over meeeee!

But it's still fun! HEH HEH HEH :D

I love fridays!

For it's short school hours, and taekwondo at night :P

This entry is so so so so so so so improper.

I'd be back with a proper entry soon! :D

Someone...

2011-02-03T08:17:00.000-08:00

Find someone who.... isn't afraid to admit that they miss you.
Someone who knows that you're not perfect, but treats you as if you are.
Someone whose biggest fear is losing you.
One who gives their heart completely.
Someone who says I love you and means it.

Last but not least, find someone who you wouldn't mind waking up with you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and your gray hair but still falls in love with you all over again.

Hmmm...

2011-02-02T08:52:00.000-08:00

School has started and soon, we will all be busy with our assignments.

But still, can't wait for the upcoming events

- a family red letter day, CNY and V'day (though i doubt im gonna have any dates)!

Oh well, I've decided to be positive in any possible ways.

I'm gonna laugh it off and walk away like no one's business. ^^

2011-01-15T18:59:00.000-08:00

Thanks to Gary, Leroy and Jeff! :D

You guys were so awesome! It's like slapping me hard on the face and woke me up from my sweet dreams and made me face the cruel reality. Thanks for the past 3days, really (:

Because no matter what, life goes on.

And people won't care about your past. Because all they would care is where you end up in.

2011-01-11T07:13:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHA.

Why ):

2011-01-04T04:10:00.000-08:00

I no longer feel excited and happy to look forward to school.

I was really wondering.. Am i studying for myself or am i studying for the sake of studying?

Or worst still, get good results just for show.

I used to enjoy my occupation- As a student.

But now if you were to ask me if i'm happy,

I'd probably give you a lost face and say "That's a good question, i don't know."

I hope i'll get an answer to that question.

Because lately, i've been questioning myself.

This year is going to be hard. But i really hope to be appreciated for the way i am.

Please, don't force me to tell you what's in my heart.

Because trust me, you'd get hurt.

I really hope that they will understand..

That i'm someone who isn't driven by STRESS.

The more you stress me, the more screwed up i will be.

& Please don't say that you people understand me and i don't understand myself.

BECAUSE NO ONE KNOWS MYSELF BETTER THAN I DO.

& You'd never know how it is like to walk in my shoes.

I hope someone can hear and understand that i'm not the one speaking.

I'm just typing out what my heart wants me to say.

Because my heart knows, that i'd go crazy if i were to keep everything to myself.

Because other than my dearest closest friends, my dad and my awesome female cousin,

Apparently i don't really trust the others.

I want to believe that my entire life is facade, everything is just an illusion.

But apparently, i can't. This is reality.

Your life will never be smooth sailing if there is this one person in your life spoiling everything.

I once trusted that person and well.. I felt betrayed and really very disappointed.

Especially when that person is almost everywhere you go buzzing around you like a bee.

I must really find myself back soon.

Although i'd really love to say that this is my evil twin here blogging.

I really want to get back the joy of studying.

I WANT TO KNOW THAT I'M STUDYING FOR MYSELF.

I already have a goal, and a targetted school.

But as time goes by, i kept losing hope.

STOP PUTTING STRESS ON ME, PLEASE!

I'M NOT A STUDYING MACHINE/ ROBOT.

I NEED TO BREATHE.

Love you!

2010-12-31T22:51:00.000-08:00

Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes it makes you love them more.

BESTEST :D

2010-12-30T07:23:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD :D

I.REALLY.LOVE.CHATTING.WITH.......

Hahaha, i can never stop laughing, and saying 'stupid' behind the screen xD

Ah best! I cannot stop smiling :D

Haha, he was asking how was my throat and i told him it got worst.

Because i ate lots of chocolates and i just got caught.

Haha. Because he made some sense xD Chocolates aren't illegal!
So i kept eating them xD
But phew, i no longer have sore throat :D
CHEERS FOR THAT!

This entry is so random! Omg :D I think i'm just too happy!

Dejected.

2010-12-22T00:01:00.000-08:00

I've never felt this bad before. After 2 days, i haven't cheered up.

Not even a little. ):

Can someone pretty please bring me out to breathe? x.x

Seriously hate this find of feeling when you have put in a lot of effort yet nothing goes right.

Oh, and of course when you disappoint not only yourself but your relatives.. And my dad.

When my dad asked me how did it go, i said "No more, daddy, no more of it for me."

He looked me and laughed. And he asked if i was kidding him.

But when i told him it's true, his expression tells me everything.

And when my aunt called me after talking to Ms Ong, she asked why is it that i didn't care.

I didn't dare to say... Because when i learnt that it was my last time sitting for that paper, i was already about to cry... Fuck you if you think i'm exaggerating. I'm serious. If i didn't even care if i was able to continue taking it, i wouldn't have completed my whole assessment book and attempted the questions in it for at least more than THRICE.

This really stinks...

& Now i feel lost. For i don't know which JC will be nice enough to allow me to be in the science stream and most of the time science stream comes with h2 math...

I just gotten my reply from MOE. I mailed them yesterday.

& the reply was.. so not favourable ):

Thanks! To my awesome friends from GER.

And my most awesome cousin ever, WEILIN! (:

Your words really touched me. I love the quote you shared with me.

LOVE YOU! (:

Like a G6, like a G6.

2010-12-14T20:45:00.000-08:00

Monday, 13th dec was the most awesome day of this holiday.

The day was well spent with crazy and awesome people.

Oh, but before that, monday morning i went to the Singtel shop in woodlands,

And get my SIM card changed to micro SIM.

Meanwhile, i was unreachable because i haven't activate my iphone via itunes

And my previous SIM card cannot be used anymore.

So before i go different ways with my cousin, i used his phone and called Evelyn up.

Actually, it's quite fun to be phone-less xD You should try xD

So after we all meet up, we went to take train to juring east!

Uh-huh, we were going to the Science Centre (:

So... Pictures :D

@ Woodlands MRT station.

Oh yes, when we were in the train, there's this freaky man keep looking at us and smiling x.x

Then the 3 of us kept changing places to stand and we actually ended up sitting next to him.

HAHA! Then after awhile, he changed to another place to sit.

But his eyes were still on us.

So when we were about to alight the train, we changed cabin AGAIN.

HAHAHA!

So when we reached, we walked to the Science Centre and WHOA!

Lots of people man! But it's okay, because it's not really crowded inside. (Y)

CSI EXPERIENCE! (Y)

You guys should go & take a took. Not bad!

So we were saying Evelyn need to learn how to smile with her braces xD

Evelyn is still growing T.T

*JEALOUS!*

So basically, there are 3 kinds of cases to be solved.

FUN FUN FUN.

Haha! & At the end, when you solved the crimes, you had to report to a supervisor,

And tell him what do you think is the cause of the death.

OMG, NOWADAYS TECHONOLOGY IS REALLY AWESOME!

Haha! And if you got it right, you'd get a diploma. (Y)

AND THAT CERTIFICATE IS DAMN PRETTY!

Oh! And you can re-enter when you leave the place. HAHA.

Nice right! (:

We took this photo secretly when we enter a super cool room.

In that room, our shirt, pen, shoe and teeths GLOW! xD

Bring someone with braces into the room and you'd go OMG!

It's really cool! :D

After the CSI thingy, we went to the inside of the Science Centre lor xD

HAHAHA. We disturbed some kids when they are playing some sort of flicking game xD

It's us again :D

This place is nice! HAHAHAHA.

The floor can actually sense where you are and produces pretty lightings.

Prolly because we were standing still so there's no light T.T

Haha! There are more pictures in Facebook, so see :D

We run run run squat pose for picture xD

Then we trained to choa chu kang for dinner and acompanied Evelyn to cotton on :D

HAHA. LOTS OF FUNNY THINGS HAPPENED.

@ MOS burger.

Hahahaha! The 3 of us went to the same dressing room.
When only Evelyn is the one trying out the clothes.

HAHAHA!

'Like a G6, like a G6!' xD

So, that sums up our awesome monday! (Y)

BUH-BYE :D

If this was a movie.

2010-12-08T08:33:00.000-08:00

This picture speaks the song 'If this was a movie' by Taylor Swift. (:

Well, gotta admit this. Justin Bieber is really awesome. (Y)

Last night I heard my own heart beating. Sounded like footsteps on my stairs.

Six months gone and I'm still reaching, even though I know you're not there.

I was playing back a thousand memories baby. Thinking bout everything we've been through. Maybe i've been going back too much lately. When time stood still and I had you.

Come back come back come back to me like you would you would if this was a movie.

Stand in the rain outside till I came out.

Come back come back come back to me like you could you could if you just said you're sorry.

I know that we can work it out somehow.

But if this was a movie you'd be here by now.

I know people change and these things happen. But I remember how it was back then.

Locked up in your arms and our friends are laughing,

cause nothing like this ever happened to them.

Now I'm pacing down the hall, hasing down your street.

Flashback to the night when you said to me.

Nothings gonna change not for me and you.

Not before I knew how much I had to lose.

Come back come back come back to me like you would you would if this was a movie.

Stand in the rain outside till i came out.

Come back come back come back to me like you could you could if you just said you're sorry.

I know that we can work it out somehow.

But if this was a movie you'd be here by now.

If you're out there if you're somewhere if you're moving on,

I've be waiting for you ever since you've been gone.

I just want it back the way it was before and i just wanna see you back at my front door.

And i'd say come back come back come back to me

like You would before you said its not that easy.

Before the fight before i locked you out. But i'd take it all back now.

Come back come back come back to me like you would you would if this was a movie.

Stand in the rain outside till i came out.

Come back come back come back to me like you could you could if you just said you're sorry.

I know that we could work it out somehow.

But if this was a movie you'd be here by now.

You'd be here by now.

It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now.

Baby what about the ending?

Oh i thought you'd be here by now. That you'd be here by now.

The really awesome thing is i've been listening to this song for like.. A few months?

But it's only today that i realise the lyrics is really good then i went to search for the lyrics xD

JUSTIN BIEBER!

2010-12-01T03:38:00.000-08:00

Omaha mall, Omaha hall, you know that we ball at the Omaha mall.
Omaha mall, Omaha hall, you know that we ball at the Omaha mall mall mall mall mall mall.
HAHAHA :D This is really fun just try it xD

Hahaha, he's so playful! xD Born prankster.
I like the part where he was trying to grab the guitar when the other guy sitting down beside the guitar was not noticing :D
These videos made my day man!

Man, i just love this cheeky boy :D
So cute, too cute! :D

JUSTIN BIEBER !

2010-11-23T23:36:00.000-08:00

Love this cheeky boy ! :D

"My heart is blind , but i don't care ~"

Random ,

2010-11-22T07:00:00.000-08:00

Jonathan , yo ! (:

This entry is sudden , random and pointless . HAHAHA :D

Well , so ... a few days back , one night before Chenxu flies to hainan ,

I was conferencing with her and Evelyn . (:

Oh , that's the day where taoli won a gold medal ! :D

So we were talking about everything under the .. Moon :D
(Since it was at night .)

I just can't stop telling the both of them how fast and awesome Park Tae-hwan was ! :D

Wanna know who he is ? Simple , just google him .

Can't deny that he's really good ! (:

But he has lots of scandal with some korean band girls .

HAHAHA , that doesn't matter , he's still good in the pool .

Well well , no matter how good or awesome he is ,

_______ ________ is still the best ! ♥

YAY ! CHEN CHEN , YOU KNOW WHO :D

OMG , SERIOUSLY MAN , IDK HOW TO CONTINUE WITH THIS POST ALREADY .

Oh yeah ! Someone's gonna fly to France , Paris again ! ):

(I'M SO JEALOUS !)

But it's not for tour anymore , but competition .

So ... ALL THE BEST !

♥

Awww ,

2010-11-04T20:36:00.000-07:00

Goodluck & have fun in Croatia !

Kick some asses and win back medals ! :D

*Don't forget about my souvenirs ! xD*

Most importantly , have a safe trip to and back from Croatia ! :D

HAHAHAHAHA .

Something to ponder 'bout .

2010-10-26T03:36:00.000-07:00

Look , which girl out there has never heard of stories of pretty princesses love story with charming princes ?! Hmm , perhaps a baby just 1s , 1min or 1 day old in her mummy's womb .

Have you ever asked and think why are the stories written this way ? HAHAHA . Though i had written something really nonsensical on facebook as my status which was 'Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after .' Hehe , i saved the statuses i've typed on facebook . Idk why though (:

Well , easy . I shall now talk about the princesses . Girls you ready ? I won't be surprised if guys were to stop reading from here . :D

Why was Snow White given a poisoned apple ?
To show us that nobody is going to be kind and not everyone is really who they say they are .

Why did Cinderella run away at midnight ?
To remind us that everything does have its limitations , even dreams .

Why did Ariel exchange her fins for feet ?
To show that people are willing to give up anything to be with who they love just to be happy .

Why did Aurora sleep for 100 years ?
To tell us that you might have to wait for quite some time for your true love to come along , sometimes very long , but it's worth it .

Why did Princess Jasmine fall for Aladdin ?
To let us know that what the heart wants , it wants it no matter what .

Why was Belle in love with a beast ?
To remind us that you can't really help what is on the outside , but if the inside is beautiful , then nothing will stand in the way of your love .

After all , inside every confident woman is a fragile princess waiting to be saved . :D

2010-10-16T18:05:00.000-07:00

I believe because I know that, beyond me, beyond my ability,

there is a much larger force, a power that makes me win.

And only ask in return that I know to expect.

So I know. And that is why I believe.

- Justin Bieber

AWWWWW ~ ♥

2010-10-15T06:05:00.000-07:00

“Someday, you gonna meet someone who you know is imperfect, and you know about his flaws, and yet he’s gonna be that perfect person in your eyes.”

“He’s going to be imperfectly perfect for you.”

2010-10-09T05:42:00.000-07:00

So ... You left for good .

No more pain , no more torture .

"Are you happy ?" That's what you often ask me when you see me .

"You must be happy ." That's what you often say to me .

For the past few days , i managed to hold back my tears .

But today , i really cannot hold back anymore .

I cried . No , not only me . Everyone .

That very moment at the columbarium .

But no worries , my dearest aunt .

I will always be happy . You must be happy too .

Goodbye , my dearest aunt .

I NEVER TOLD YOU ,

2010-09-24T04:36:00.000-07:00

I left the title with a comma , cause i never had completed this sentence .
“I never told you” many many things , and some are still left in my heart .
Supposedly , i left this world , i still think i will never tell you things on my mind .
This song “I never told you” by Colbie Caillat is one that touches my heart with its simple melody .
Take a look at the music video , it’s unlike your Lady Gaga crazy fashion show .
It’s just a normal music video .
This song is simple , yes it is and yet it captures my attention .

Listen to this song and see if it touches your heart too :)
On th e way to somewhere that I need to be at right now , and to whoever reading my blog , LOVE YOU ! :P

2010-09-15T07:11:00.000-07:00

IT'S TMR ! :D

I promise that i'll be crazy tmr :D

I PROMISE !

BACK TO MSN WITH THE GERMAN DUDES !
♥

TTFN :D

2010-09-07T16:06:00.000-07:00

Off to camp in school for a night ! :D

Miss you , sweet thing :D

Oxymoronic

2010-09-06T06:44:00.000-07:00

We emulate the ones who disgust us and disgust the ones who emulate us ,

We envy the one who despise us and despise the one who envy us ,

We look up to the ones who laugh at us and laugh at the ones who look up to us .

Haha , get the contradictory ?

That explains the title of this entry - Oxymoronic .

Well , recieved my result slip only today (:

Oh how joyous ! Great feel of satisfactory for me ! :D

Will post up results maybe tmr .

OH , JOYOUS ! :D

2010-09-05T02:49:00.000-07:00

So i had a good day start today ! :D

Btw , i stayed up late with ChenXu last night . & It was great ! :D

I woke up at .. Around 9.10 or 9.15 ? Haha .

So after i got online , i got nudged ! x)

And i was SHOCKED as it was 3am plus over there !

(The time difference for SIN , and GER is 6hours !)

Look , he's trying to be naughty there (:

Haha ! His lame excuses >.< !

Apparently , he's plain lazy :P

I envy the number of hours he spend in school ):

Well well , if any fans of Ibrahim were to pop by ,
HE IS LAZY , AND LOVE TO SLEEP ! :D
Oh ! & He goes to bed IMMEDIATELY after Sahur .
*Shakes Head* :P

Nice chat though , made my day :D

PLEASE , CHEER ME UP D:

2010-09-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

Since it's E-learning for me today ,

I slept late last night and eventually planned to wake up around 10 this morning .

However , i was being waken up by the scream of my brother .
It was about 7.20 something . If i'm not wrong .

Apparently , i tried to fall back asleep .

But he was there screaming at the top of his lungs .

So .. Initial mission failed .

After washing up and all , it was about 8 . I guess .

So i just sat infront of my computer , went in to LMS while signing in to MSN .

Haha . Obviously my attention was all being diverted to MSN lah ! :D

I was being greeted by a special guest ! (:

Because of the time difference , i was real shock that the special guest was still awake .

So .. Since i'm so good at multi-tasking , i went to FB .

IT WAS THE 1ST ITEM ON THE NEWS FEED THAT SPOILT MY DAY MAN .

Gah ! >.<

You know right .. When something catches your attention ,

The first thing you'd do is to continue to find out more , read on and etc etc .

So after like 40-45mins of chat , special guest went to bed .

I really couldn't believe my own eyes man .

Nah , i haven't told anyone about the content of that news feed .

Oh , that explains that teddy bear that covered its own eyes above .

Then i thought ... That sometimes things will be better remain unsaid ..

It's not wrong to be someone who knows nothing .

Just like a baby . If you're happy , you laugh .

If you're sad , you cry .

But after the rain stops , the rainbow will greet you .

Then you'd be back to the point where the cycle begins .

Come to think about it ... Sounds good huh ?

At that point of time i really thought so man .

So for the whole time , i just kept on reading and reading and reading about it .

(That news feed)

To a point whereby i really start to immerse into the world of thoughts ....

It's 9 plus now ... For the whole day , i was thinking about THAT .

Ain't it amazing ?

I've successfully cleared my E-learning in a foul mood .

Round of applause for me , please ...

So today , i SMILED , STUNNED and SIGHED .

I'M ... SAD ):

Ending my post with , smiles , stuns , sighs and lastly , sadness ):

600th entry .

2010-08-14T22:13:00.000-07:00

See that girl ?

Yeah , she's the one who stuck up for you ,

The one who stayed up until midnight just to talk to you .

She's the one whose heart flutters when she gets a call or text from you .

She's the one who fought for you ,

The one that missed and loved you .

But by the time you realised that she's the girl you want .......

She'll already be with the guy who figured it out .

2010-08-08T04:30:00.000-07:00

The 3EXP people involved in the parade ! :D

This picture was taken by Junhao ! :D

Haha , picture of LinHtoo , taking pictures of us !

These are the super cute sec2 bb boys !

Ignore that sec3 'extra' guy in the picture .

HAHAHA ! :D

They're so cute ! & all thanks to me , they learnt , and got addicted to the thumb game !

Super fun xD

Picture of me , Xinyi , and Audrey together with MR PHYSICIST SIM ! :D

The funniest Physics teacher i've ever met in my school man .

His Physics lesson is so so so much more interesting than lesson taught by other teachers !

I tip-toed in this photo man ...

But i'm still so much shorter than them . ):

The process of taking pictures with them was damn hilarious .

HAHAHA .
Presenting to you , my mum and my dad :D

The crazy + high boys :D

MUMMY ! :D

This year's National cum Racial Harmony day spells AWESOME ! :D

Though the parade only lasted for a few minutes ,

It is really a pleasure to work with the other UG heads .

& Who says , the more people we have ,

The fsater we can get things done ?

Well , it kind of depend on what that situation is .

Like for example this parade ! In history , the least people's combine UG parade !

ONLY 30 ! :D & All we needed , was only 4 rehearsals and POOF ! :D

I enjoy the process , really !

I believe the next batch , can , and definitely will do a better job :D

Days to YOG is really approaching man !

So .... Clement , Pang & Wee !

ALL THE VERY BEST FOR YOG ! :D

GO SINGAPORE SWIMMING ! TEEHEE .

Finishing this entry with ....

MY CALSS'S PHOTO ! :D

3GRACIOUSNESS'10 ! :D

2010-08-03T03:15:00.000-07:00

I've learnt my lesson to never use a pencil for my Amath test anymore .

I got marks deducted for that ... Conclusion , i've failed it .

No more failing of test for me . Really .

I've failed enough ... For this year .

So sick and tired of seeing those failed papers .

This is really a good sign .

I've finally start to expect more from myself (:

*SENSE OF SATISFACTION*

Really have to plan my time well from now on .

Since my exam time table is out , it's time for me to do something (:

I won't , and don't want to have a hard time learning all the things

I've learnt this year over again for my big paper next year .

Especially when i have to really commit to my CCA .

Though i pretty much enjoy it , i've to make sacrifices .

So , i might not go for DI (Drills Instructor) Course end of this year .

It's kind of time consuming when coming to think about it .

Rengie , you've been doing good !

All you have to do now , is to keep it up ! Or even do a better job :D

2010-07-29T03:42:00.000-07:00

NEVER .

And i don't care what other people says .
Because i know that i must never give up , or say 'I give up' .

Time flies man . After a few more months , i would have completed 3quarter of the race .

You gonna stop me ? Slow me down ? Make the race difficult for me ?
Nah , i don't feel disturbed at all . By all means .

Because by the time i'm left with the last step to my finishing point ,
I want that 'no-life school/communist school' or whatever the students there call it ,
TO BE MY FINISHING POINT .

And from there on , it will be the start of a new race (:

"If there's a will , theres a way ."

Note to self :
Oh come on , if others can do it , why can't you ?
You have both the left and right brain just like everybody !

It's a LIR5 < 10 thing for you , Rengie .

You will get there .
I WILL . :D

2010-07-26T05:30:00.000-07:00

Clik on the pictures to enlarge them :D

That's how Chunyee talks to me :D

& THIS IS HOW LBS TALKS TO ME ! >.<

CAN SEE THE BIG DIFFERENCE HOR !?

Hahaha :D

That's the nice vs the bad .

One calls me tian zhen , one calls me d.u.m.b .........

ROAR .

School's been pretty good , i like .

Gotten my pink ic today . Not bad ah , quite nice :D

*BENJAMIN CHU'S IC PHOTO DAMN SHUAI I TELL YOU ALL !*

2010-07-19T04:55:00.000-07:00

(Click to enlarge) ! :D

He was leading at first .

& Kept 'yawning' , which means trashing me was a piece of cake .

BUT.IN.THE.END.I.STILL.WON!

That lamest , funniest , and wierdest friend ever .

HAHAHA .

2010-07-14T04:15:00.000-07:00

When. Someone. Types. Like. This.

I. Can’t. Help. But. Pause. After. Reading. Each. Word.

& WHEN SOMEONE TYPES LIKE THIS ,

I AM PRACTICALLY YELLING

AS I READ THIS IN MY MIND .

& Same goes for you all , i guess :D

2010-07-11T04:39:00.000-07:00

After the BB and GB dedication service at SGP EXPO ,

We followed the bus back to Khatib & took train to Yishun ......

And let my story begin :D

Oh wait ! Aloysius Png & some BB peeps went to EXPO with us , as well .

HAHAHA :D

So , we , which includes ... Me , & ...

Her ! (EVELYN) :D

We took train to Yishun and meet up with ......

Him ! (HI , I'M SURE THAT YOU READERS DONT KNOW HIM .) :D

Nah , dont wanna tell you all his name xD

Our initial plan was to go bowling at Yishun Safra .

But .... Got competition la ! ):

So we walked back to Yishun , Northpoint and went to KFC to slack instead ! :D

OMG , TELL YOU WHAT .

WHEN STANDING BESIDE HIM , I'M ONLY AT ... HIS LIPS !

I'M SHORT ! YET HE IS TALL ! ):

So at first , Evelyn and i went to get drinks ! :D

I got my all time favourite - ICE LEMON TEA ! :D

But that guy there didn't wanna get anything so ..........

Then after a while , we played with Evelyn's Ipod touch .

He's damn funneh ! He can't differentiate the an Iphone with an Ipod touch xD

Hopefully after today he knows xD

We played the Stupid test , Memory test & Something something Maniac one .

Both him and i got an 'F' for the test !

Then when it's Evelyn's turn , it seems like she knows all the answer ..

Cuz' she played before le ma !

Then i suddenly interrupted her game by saying ....

Me : WAIT ! This is a stupid test right ?

Evelyn & him : Errrr ... Ya ?

Me : So .... If we fail it ... That means we are not stupid right ?

If you pass , that means you are stupid ? Right ?

Him : YA HOR ! So that means the both of us is not stupid la ?

Evelyn : Walao you 2 trying to say i'm stupid la ?!

Me : YA LA :D

Damn funny ! :D

Then i suddenly see something which caught my attention !

HIS PHONE'S LOCK/PASSWORD/CODE IS DAMN COOL ! :D

It's like .. when you wanna unlock that phone , you have to like ...

There are 9 circles . Then you have to 'draw' out that pattern .

Each circle can only be touched once .

And you can't lift your finger off that thingy while doing the pattern .

My first try , i tap the circles . Then he told me that i can't leave my fingers off the thingy .

2nd try , i drew a straight line , 3 circles .

Then he said 'At least 4 circles !'

So i tried again . The 3rd time , i touched 4 circles without leaving the thingy !

Then he said 'Must touch all the circles !'

Then i was like 'YOU CANNOT TELL ME EVERYTHING AT A GO MEH ?!'

HAHAHA , HILARIOUS TTM ! :D

In the end , i still didn't manage to get it right despite him telling me what word that is .

IT'S NOT EASY MAN , REALLY !

& he calls himself a GENIUS for that !

Then he finally surrendered and went to get food :D

After that , we took out the lemons from our drink and eat them xD

There were 3 slices of lemon la !

Then Evelyn start first .

She put in her mouth and gave the 'It's nothing' face xD

Then after awhile , her face changed !

To the pciture above ! Then she spat out that slice of lemon xD

DAMN FUNNY LA ! :D

Then he suddenly said 'Lemon nice what . Nice ! Were got sour ? Not sour !'

Then Evelyn and i looked at him while he was eating it .

He chew chew chew and chew !

Then i said something funny and Evelyn and him laughed so hard !

Then suddenly , he stopped laughing .

AND HE'S FACE , HIS EXPRESSION WAS DAMN PRICELESS !

But before i manage to snap a picture of that face ,

He spat it out and dashed to the basin to rinse his mouth .

HAHAHA ! :D Funny ttm ! REALLY ! xD

Then it was supposed to be my turn .

But i guess the both of them forgotten xD

So evelyn jsut took the other piece and put into her mouth

& What happened to her just now , repeated xD

Then i started taking more of Evelyn's funny face pictures xD

That i forgotten to take picture of him !

Then i start to snap picts of him la xD

ANOTHER FUNNY PART .............................

*DRUM ROLLS !*

He grabbed his bag ! Then he hide his face .

He showed his head ! But when he sees my phone's cam infront of his eye ,

HE HIDE BACK AGAIN xD

He did that for like ... 5 mins or so ? xD

Then Evelyn took a video of it and it was damn funny xD

After laughing so hard , we decided to go off la !

HAHAHA .

Then , something funny happened on the train again !

AIYOYO !

Me : You all know the circle line door can open one ?

Evelyn : Ya *Then she called his name* , you also know right ?

He nodded .

Me : Good ! Last time hor , i purposely kiap a paper there then i open the door

and take out that paper leh ! Cool hor ?!

Him : *Laughed awhile* Erm .... My hair is very long .

Evelyn : *STARTS LAUGHING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS*

Me : HUH ?! WHAT WHAT ?! WHAT ?!?!

Him : *Laughing* My hair really very long .

Evelyn : *Laughed even more harder*

Me : Hmm ? Your hair long then go cut lor !

Evelyn : *Laughing still*

Him : Provided i can find a scissors lor .

Me : *I dont get what he's saying , and showed a blur face*

Evelyn : *LAUGHING EVEN MORE HARDER NOW*

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Then when he reached his home station , Sembawang ........

Him : I think i should jsut pluck out my hair !

Evelyn : *LAUGH LIKE SIAO*

Me : HUH ?! What ?! I still dont get it !

It's only when i got home , i sat down and think , then i get what he was trying to say .

OMGOSH . THAT'S WHO W.O.L.S I AM xD

Yeap , today was fun though we didn't get to bowl :D

2010-07-10T07:22:00.000-07:00

I.CANT.WAIT.FOR.TMR.

REALLY.

I.AM.EXCITED.TO.THE.MAX.

WHAT.IF.I.CANT.SLEEP.LATER.

AIYO ! CAN'T WAIT LA ! xD

2010-07-04T06:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D

Mushroom , you are 15 !

No longer younger than me !

Enjoy your day , & have a blast .

Because today is your day :D

HAHAHA .

2010-07-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

You must be a good runner , because you’re always running on my mind .
You must be a great thief , because you’ve stolen my heart .
But i must be a horrible shooter , because i’m always missing you .

(L)

2010-06-29T04:15:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wonder if little kids have it easy .

Scrapes from bike riding are the worst pain ,
The biggest concern is that recess isn’t long enough ,
Mummy or daddy can make anything all better ,
Anyone of the opposite sex is yucky or has cooties ,
Two kids of the same sex can hold hands and are just cute and nothing else ,
‘Good-bye’ means ‘see you tomorrow’ ,
The worst fighting you do is over who gets the red crayon ,
If you hang out together one recess automatically you’re best friends forever ,
A valentine made of construction paper is the best gift you can give ,
& No one was afraid to say ‘I Love You.’

So SYF was prettaye tiring today man .
But it was great !
Went home with Hsiang Wee & he's damn lame -.-
Oh & ya ! I saw LBS . Think he saw me too xD
Damn cool ttm !

2010-06-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

YAY ! I'm so happy ! The world is so small man !
:D
:D
:D
:D

HsiangWee's at SYF ,
LBS's at SYF too ! :D

& I WILL BE SEEING LBS THIS SAT IN HIS NO.1 UNIFORM !

Hmm , speculating that he's gonna look cute with it xD

I've gotta try my luck to search for him tmr !
WISH ME LUCK :D

2010-06-26T20:59:00.000-07:00

Dear Me ,

People may have said that you've changed
For the better or worse .

But please do remember that you're still the same old you .
It's jsut that you've moved on , they haven't .

& lastly , you don't have to feel bad . (:

Yours truly ,
ME , Rengie :D

2010-06-26T03:10:00.001-07:00

Hi . Toy Story 3 is definitely better than Toy Story & Toy Story 2 .
But sadly , the show ain't our type . Not our liking .

& Of course some people might find it nice & awesome or whatever positive adjectives
You can think of .

It is jsut like ... Some people might find babies cute .
But some just dislike babies .

Yeah , you get what i mean ?

So don't you try forcing me to say that Toy Story is an awesome show ,
The 'best cartoon creation' ever .
Because you simply can't force one to appreciate what you're appreciating ,
When that person already finds it hard to appreciate that some-thing .

Thank you . Peace out , hommies (:

& Something bad's happening . Aloysius is spreading his disease .... Again !
HAHAHA .

My next update will be about my 5days AEM @ NYP .
So ... Do check that entry out ya ?

2010-06-21T06:21:00.000-07:00

My 5days AEM course lecture ..............

Shares the same name as my dear Mushroom friend :D

Even the surname is the same !

The only thing that is missing ,

Is that Mushroom head .

HAHAHAHA ! :D

FACT : MUSHROOMS HAVE THICK SKIN !

2010-06-20T06:34:00.000-07:00

The truth is , if i could be with anyone ,

It'd still be you .

...... And even though we didnt work out together ,

You're still my sunset (:

& Lastly , i'll be strong ...

Even if it all goes wrong ...

2010-06-18T21:55:00.000-07:00

Yeap ! Justin Bieber's new MV which was released yesterday ! :D
Pause the suto play song on my blog & watch it !

Okay , so by listening to the differences between Usher and J.Bieber's voice , LOOK .

Who is the gay -.-

Oh yeah , check out Usher's posture in the vid . Gay ttm !

I know you get what i'm trying to say .
OMG , Usher's a spoiler lah ! No offence to fans of him though .

&&& Usher's singing ... He is so off his notes !
It almost sounds like he's not even trying to hit them .

SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER ! >.< !

2010-06-12T22:06:00.001-07:00

- Out with Mushroom , Sergeant Yong & Sab ! :D

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It-was-great ! :D

Hmm ! So now , i'm prettaye sure that Sergeant Yong is a shy boy xD

Ahem , he's one fit guy who finishes 2.4km run with the timing of 8.59mins !

He've got the looks , the height !

Sab is Sergeant Yong's no.1 fan who spammed my phone with

'RENGIE! CHUNYEE IS VERY CUTE! LIKE OH MY GOD!

YAH YAH, VERY CUTE! YOU SHOULD SEE FOR YOURSELF!'

Haha :D

Mushroom and i went home tgt , talked all the way back man .

He is the one who talked most with Sergeant Yong coz' ,

HE'S A GYM INSTRUCTOR & SERGEANT YONG WANTS MORE MUSCLE ! -.-

& Lastly , he & his .....

'Don't be sad , don't miss me' ! :D

He roughly said that for like almost 10times before he step out of the train -.-

& He pulled a card outta my ear -.- ! - His 'awesome' magic trick ~

Hmm , The Karate Kid is really kinda nice la :D

The next show we're catching , would most probably be

TOY STORY 3 & PHUA CHU KANG THE MOVIE ! :D

2010-06-11T07:34:00.000-07:00

So who are the people you refuse to let go ,

And those who you let walkout ?

2010-06-10T04:44:00.000-07:00

I have to learn to let go of the past .

I'm blinded by my own excuses .

I'm trying to find comforting thoughts of false love .

But im ready now ... To finally set you free .

Thank you for everything that you have taught me .
Thank you for making my life way more meaningful than i ever thought it could be .
Thank you for the hopes and the dreams .
Thank you for the stars in my eyes .
Thank you for the love in my heart .
Thank you for the glow in my soul .
Thank you for the life in me .

I actually thought that i could have a good last chat over MSN with you today .

But i doubt so . It's alright man , it's alright (:

I understand it's still hard for us to talk together just like before .

Coz' there's still this wall of awkwardness between us .

Today shall be the last time & day i'll be thinking about how much i was in love with you ,

How blessed and contented i was ,

How stupid i was to be crying and whinning like a prune when we parted ,

How close we were to reconciliation ,

How my hope dashed once again ,

How my heart start to ache till i felt nothing - numb ,

And lastly , how i got over you (:

I suddenly feel so free and light after letting go what i wasn't suppose to be holding on to .

Thanks ! :D

2010-06-08T00:08:00.000-07:00

Pain ... This is really painful .

Someone please wake me up from this dream !

I like it when you ...

- Sat infront of me & continuously turn back smiling.

- Sat beside me ,

- Sat 4 persons away from me ,

- Start lil' conversation with me ,

- Walked around and got me to feed you ,

- Lent me your _____ ,

- Really _____ for me when i was only teasing you .

& I miss it when you ...

- Give that silly laughter + the way you asked me 'Is that for me ?' ,

- Looked out for me when i was carrying those ______ ,

- Said 'I'm scared ! Don't scare me !' in that kiddy way ,

- Begged me to swop places with you as though you're gonna cry ,

-Feed me oranges with your salty hands ,

- Give me that 'baby' face when i purposely pour water at you ,

- Poured water on me saying 'It is always better than getting burnt' ,

- Kept disturbing me outside the tent when i was changing inside ,

- Walked to the toilet with US at night for fun .

- Asked me if i'm still okay to go on .

& I'll never forget ...

- The way you guys jumped and shouted after applying the counter pain ,

- Those fresh love bites from 'mother' mosquitoes at LBS's back ,

- The jokes we shared and laughed at like nobody's business ,

- The oranges peeled by Rebecca ,

- The nicknames we gave one another ,

- The times we cried for break during the trek ,

- The amount of insect repellent we used ,

- The number of 'mother' mosquitoes we fed .

& Lastly ,

-The way where the 16 of us laid on the big map looking at the stars ,

sharing our big big secrets and our life stories .

- I MISS EVERYONE !

& Most of all , i miss you most ~

............ I think i have a crush on you ~

2010-06-07T05:34:00.000-07:00

I want a boy who will tell me when i’m being stupid .

Who won’t baby me with his words . A boy who will still give time to his friends .

A boy who will tell me ‘no’ .

He will watch stupid movies with me , but makes me watch his favourites also .

A boy who’s willing to drop everything to be with me , but knows when to let it be .

A boy who will know he’s important to me ,

But won’t mind when i change my plans to help someone out .

A boy who won’t mind my country urges , but will laugh at me when i pretend to be a cowboy .

I want a boy who’s enjoyable to look at , he doesn’t have to be gorgeous .

I just want someone who i can pay attention to .

A boy who will randomly bring me food , because he knows i love to eat .

A boy who can make jokes about me , a boy that i can laugh with .

Someone who won’t mind when i even embarrass myself .

A boy who will buy me something , something i would actually want .

& none of that jewellery crap .

Someone who doesn’t do everything i ask ,

But when it comes to something important i can count on him to be there .

Someone who i don’t feel threatened by .

A boy who has other friends that are girls , but i can trust him with them .

A boy who will know when to leave me alone when i have my stupid fits .

And lastly , a boy who i can just sit with .

I don’t need the whole fairytale deal ; i just want to feel comfortable .

Omgosh ... what am i thinking -.-

2010-05-29T18:45:00.000-07:00

GONE - TILL THE 4TH .
Hahaha . Gonna miss me ? :D

Man ... I should stop scaring myself with the jellyfishes -.-

Sean Quek ,
Happy advanced 17th Birthday ! :D
(1st june)

HOHOHO !

But before i end off ,

世界上最远的距离

不是我站在你的面前

你却不知道我爱你

而是爱到痴迷

却不能说我爱你

世界上最远的距离

不是我不能说我爱你

而是想你痛彻心脾

却只能深埋心底

世界上最远的距离

不是我不能说我爱你

而是彼此相爱

却不能够在一起

Some ... Famous chinese poem ?

HAHAHA .

When i told CXY , he said 'But 'PRAWN' won't do that de what ?'

I hoped that i was dreaming . But i wasn't .

After some times ,

CXY: *SPAMMED VULGARITIES LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS*

Because it's not anybody else ... but that ~~~~

LOL TTM , seriously .

-.-

2010-05-28T07:06:00.000-07:00

Curious people out there have been asking me ,

'Rengie , how's your result ? L1R5 how much ah ?'

Tsk ~

Those curious people are those that almost got single digit for their L1R5/R4 la ~

Lame ttm .

And i know , some people wants to know how i did ,

But haven't asked me yet .

So i shall do it here .

'Exposing' my ... Scores & grades for each subjects .

See carefully .

Ermmm , first it's subjects then the other numbers are .....

1st cont assess't , 1st sem assess't , 1st combi mark then combined grade .

English Language - 68.1 , 55.0 , 60.8 , B4 .

Chinese - 63.1 , 67.0 , 65.3 , B3

Additional Mathematics - 33.4, 47.0 , 41.0 , E8 .

Mathematics - 73.0 , 65.0 , 68.6 , B3 .

Biology - 76.1 , 66.0 , 70.5 , A2 .

Chemistry - 59.7 , 73.1 , 67.1 , B3 .

Physics - 61.7 , 65.7 , 63.9 , B4 .

Combined Humanitues (SS , GEOG) - 84.6 , 55.0 , 68.2 , B3 .

Total : 505.4/800 .

Percentage : 63.2 .

L1R4 = 15 .

LIR5 = 18 .

Subjects that are in pink = Deteriorated .

Subjects in blue = Improved .

HAHAHA .

Bolded subjects are respectively , the lowest and highest grade .

Oh , come on ! I improved Amath by 1 grade !

& I'm damn happy la ! :D

& .... By looking at my L1R5 Aggregate (for my school's paper) ,

I can't enter my dream school .

I exceeded it by 8 points .

>.< !

2010-05-27T05:40:00.000-07:00

Haha , the 2010 is not being captured in the camera .

But , never mind :D

I often see this ship in the magazines , photos and magazine .

And i always thought that it looks like a sticker pasted into a picture .

But when i get to see it with my own eyes when it is just in front of me ,

I still thought that it looks like a sticker . But ... It's real ! xD

After spening some times walking around texting friends asking where they are ,

And while waiting to catch Cynthia's brother's performance ,

We walked around and snap pictures xD

(The performance/display is in the vid at my prev entry)

Hehehe , i think this picture is nice xD

This too xD

Then , we started taking shots that allow us to look like a professional photographer xD
HAHAHAHA !

I was holding on to the camera waiting for the wind to blow before i snap this pict .
The process of our photo-taking is kind of hilarious and fun xD
Coz' when she keeps her camera , the wind come and i'll rush her to get her camera ...
And the cycle goes round and round xD

Cynthia , you've got good photography skills ! :D

Hmm , let me pause for a moment !
Let me show off our Naval Diver handphone stripes xD

Tadaaaa ! Damn cute right :D

Then , the performance ! :D

Heh heh heh xD

The Naval Divers getting ready !

Kay , i think we miss the part where the divers jump off the heli into the sea xD

So .... No pictures !

The divers are damn fast .

They climb up the 'ladder' soon after the heli made a turn and leave !

Hmm ! They look like spiders here , don't they ? xD

Saving the hostage ~ :D

Then , we also missed the part where the 4divers jump off into the sea

Together with the hostage .

Look at the vid at my prev entry , you'll see it :D

Cynthia , the heads in the map xD

The end ! :D

Hahaha , feel free to look at the full album in my fb :D

I can't stop laughing at her brother's face in the pictures !
HAHAHA , Cute+Funny :D

We went to many tents to look at the displays

& We walked around and see these cute boards xD

Hmmm ... My eye looks funny coz' i was facing the sun .

And my eyes were awfully painful !

T.T Poor me .

Oh ya , our photographer was Adrian :D

HAHAHA !

Damn the sun ! >.<'

We don't know what this sign mean ...

But we just do it xD

(L) ! Best :D

We went to this tent with the I WILL thingy .

It takes & prints picture for us ... FOC ! :D

So the 3 of us share a piece of paper and wrote down our I WILL blah blah blah ~

HAHAHA :D

Didn't take picture of it ... And didn't scan it .

It's standing on my table now :D

Oh ! And we saw this super cute one xD

Navy lovers all over ~ :D

Okayyyy ! Basically , we had lots of fun :D

Anddddd , we went for fenyuan at raffles place (lau pat sat) !

YAM YAM YAM YAM ! :D

* When can we eat it again ? *

Then , we were planning to have dinner with Chiwei & Cyn's bro .

But they do not know what time they're gonna be released .

& While waiting for CW to tet me abt the timing ,

The both of us were like 'Noooooooooooooooooooooooo ~'

Coz' we're at Khatib already & he haven't text meeeee !

Never mind , there always is a next time :D

Muahaha !

Ending this post with this pict of us & Cw .

It has been a while since we last met Chiwei .

It's good seeing you again , friend ! :D

Butttttt ....... Why never smile uh ?!

2010-05-25T04:06:00.000-07:00

I keep thinking of how much i love talking to you .
How good you look when you smile .
How much i love your laugh .

I daydream about you off and on , replaying pieces of our conversations ;
Laughing at funny things that you said or did .

I’ve memorized your face and the way that you look at mine .
I catch myself smiling again at what i imagine .
I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and ,
Even though neither of us know what the future holds ,
I know one thing for sure ;
you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me .

Happy 'second' , perhaps .
The next one is going to come only after three years .

But still , thanks for everything (:
I was contented and blessed then ,
:D

2010-05-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Chiwei for this video !

& Now , i'm looking EVEN more forward to the arrival of Sunday ! :D

See , it's not easy being a Naval Diver !
*SALUTES*!
I admire them for their persistence ! :D

Loves loves loves ~ <3

2010-05-18T04:56:00.000-07:00

I reckon one of the worst feelings in the world ,

Is to love and hate someone at the same time .

It’s like wanting to push them off a cliff but at the same time ,

Pprinting to the bottom to catch them .

It’s like wanting everything but nothing at the same time .

You love the way they smile , the way they tell you that they miss you ,

Or how beautiful you are .

But you hate the fact that the smile will hurt and you will miss all those “I miss yous”.

It’s crazy to love and hate that same person who you want to let go off ,

But at the same time still needing them in your life .

It’s hard to think back to those fond memories and how everything now is a mess .

You just wish they didn’t do what they did ,

Or said what they had said that brought the both of you down this track .

Occasionally , you will get those random moments where you miss them terribly

And then there are the moments where all their faults and mistake hit you

Once again and you realise how much time you’ve wasted on them .

And then you start to cry .

You even told yourself it’s not worth it ,

But you also feel that if it really didn’t matter then you wouldn’t have cared so much

& wasted so much time thinking about it .

Don’t disguise hatred with love .

If it’s hate then let it be .

He probably stabbed your heart so hard you were too numb to even feel the pain .

Love and hate . Two sides of the same coin .

Hey , i got hit by that dumb ball while helping up to run the Mini YOG .

The first shot hit my leg , the second shot hit my leg , the third short hit my arm .

But in conclusion , i had a fun and tiring day .

I've been only sleeping for a few hours these days though having to be in school by 6.45am .

Oh goodness . It is only 8:04pm and my eyelid is feeling heavy .

Yeah , you guys caught my hint .

I'm going to bed now (:

2010-05-16T03:38:00.000-07:00

I don't know why .. But i just wanna blog about this .

Hmmmm .. I had . A lot of reasons to give up on you .

But i chose to stay .

You had a lot of reasons to stay .

But you chose to give up .

And so , it results to me getting the differences of crying (:

Good or bad thing ?

Hey , it's a good question . Go on ! Continue reading !

Firstly , when i was born , they made me cry for them to know that i'm normal .

Now , i cry when things keep on falling and not normal .

Next , when i wasa kid , the people who made me cry are those that i hate the most .

Now , the people that can make me cry are those that i love the most .

Lastly , when i was a kid , i used to cry because of broken toys .

Now , i used to cry because of my broken heart .

I know , i made a lot of sense .

HAHAHA :D

& .......... My inbox .. It misses your .. name (:

2010-05-14T07:30:00.000-07:00

Hey ... Let’s stop all these guessing games ...

And i'm beginning my entry :D

But , before that .

So what if my entries are always so wordy and picture-less ?

Though a quotation quoted "A picture speaks a thousand word" .

So you expect me to throw you a big picture and you shall sit there pathetically ,

Trying to figure out what THOUSAND worods am i trying to say ?!

Oh , maybe one picture is simply too pathetic .

So how many words do you want ? 3000 ? 4000 ? or 5000?

I have my ways to convey my messages and share my feelings .

So do other bloggers .

Oh & ya , i depise people who likes to duplicate my messages & feelings .

Yeah , maybe it's pure coincidence that you might feel this way .

But content wise , it's hard to believe that it is so similar .

Or maybe , on purpose , squeezing your brain juice out for a entry which totally opposes one .
Taking this blogger thingy as a debating machine ?!

It is just like your english or chinese paper 1 .

Everyone were being given topics to choose on what to write .

We shall , for now , take the topics at a certain emotion , or feeling .

We can choose what we want to write about .

Not necessary to want to write the same topic as someone .

But by coincidence , you may write the same topic as that someone .

But content wise , is very very different .

Ermmmm , hopefully you readers get what i mean (:

So , i shall begin .

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up :

If a boy punches you he likes you , never try to trim your own bangs or fringes ,

And someday you will meet a wonderful guy

& get your very own happy ending .

Every movie we see , every story we’re told implores us to wait for it :

The third act twist , the unexpected declaration of love , the exception to the rule .

But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending ,

We don’t learn how to read the signs .

How to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don’t ,

The ones who will stay and the ones who will leave .

And maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy , maybe it’s you , on your own ,

Picking up the pieces and starting over , freeing yourself up for something better in the future . Maybe the happy ending is just moving on .

Or maybe the happy ending is this :

Knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts ,

Through the blunders and misread signals , through all the pain and embarrassment …

You never gave up hope .

& ........... I've never thought of giving up (:

HAHAHA .

2010-05-13T05:17:00.000-07:00

Awesome ! Friday is tmr which is not a school day for me ! xD
HAHA . This is a random post . Gonna go and catch up with my idol-dramas .
All the best to combine science peeps ! :D

2010-05-10T21:55:00.000-07:00

I'm so glad that you guys apologised . :D

Feeling good though i've a crazily kinda alien geog paper today .

What you peeps said , made my day :D

& at the same time , we discovered the undiscovered .

HAHAHA .

_____ ___ xD

Friends , it's good that we're joking tgt again ! :D

I've got 3 more papers to go !

I've gotta hang in there xD

2010-05-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

WTH .

I NEED SOME SPACE TO BREATHE .

Removed my yesterday's entry coz' i think ___ saw it .

& ___'s gonna turn on everyone's radio . xD

Didn't expect today's Physics paper to be manageable .

& I've made way too many careless mistakes , which can be avoided .

So , no more next time , Rengie . :D

I'm gonna drown myself in the world of Geography and Chemistry soon .

Oh , something random .

I realised that i'm a cross dominant . One way or another .

Hmm , maybe ?

Weehoo weehoo . Speaking of exams , my holiday's gonna be pretty meaningful .

I'm going to be able to see my long-time-no-see friends @ the NOH'10 ! :D

CAN'T WAIT ! :D

Oh wait , before that !

Once again i'm gonna mention this .

I'M ALL READY TO GET NAGGED BY MY PATERNAL RELATIVES !

HAHAHA .

Gonna be back with tons of pictures after NOH & outing with my dear Cynthia ! :D

*We're getting close to our goals soon !*

*& We're going to see a group of them , not one or two ! :D*

Thiaaaa ! :D Cheeeeeeer up !

Kick that ONE away and grab MANY MANY of THEM ! xD

LOVES ~ :D

2010-05-03T06:19:00.000-07:00

Behind every strong girl is an assshole who made her that way . (Y)

I like hor .

I'm still thinking if i should go to school tomorrow .

DAMN .

This is like the 100000000000000th time i fall sick this year liao lor !

Which idiot pass his/her illness to me ?!

2010-05-01T00:08:00.001-07:00

I hate it when i sounded so excited in a text
& all i get is a lol .

2010-04-27T04:12:00.000-07:00

许多时候，我们拍照，是为了把美好的时光记载下来。

没有人会在伤心的时候拍照留念。

于是，

有幸福的结婚照，没有凄惨的离婚照。

有宝宝满月派队的照片，却没有人会在死亡告别仪式上拍照。

拍照，是为了不想让美丽的回忆被流逝，被淡忘。

但许多时候，那些没被相机记录下来的画面和生活，反而在我们脑海里更加清晰，

更有感触。不是吗？

是吧？哈哈。我所说的话，怎么可能会没有道理呢？:D

2010-04-26T05:39:00.000-07:00

Come on la readers , it's not pointing to you .

BUT ME ! Okay , mememe :D

2010-04-24T21:12:00.000-07:00

I text you although i don't know what to talk about ,

But i just wanna talk to you . How ?

I don’t know why , i can hold it so long .

& I believed .
I texted . Waited . Phone vibrates . Heart skipped a beat . Someone else . Heart sank .

Phone vibrates again . From you . Nervous . Smiled . Replied .

Phone rings again . Someone else .
An hour later . Phone rings , yet again .

Didn’t expect much . But it was you . Again . Smiled a little . Read it .

But all you only said is bye , bye , bye and bye .

Else , you won't reply at all . Or you don't even bother reading those texts ?

Sometimes you are nice , very nice .

But sometimes you are bad , very bad .
Enough of the mind torture , enough of the bye messages , enough of you not replying .

Hi Physcis and Amath , let's be friends , okay ? (:

2010-04-22T06:32:00.000-07:00

I look at him from faraway and something tells me that i've got something to say .

But i dare not talk to him . And i'm sure there are girls who keep flinging themselves to him and I don't know if he'll remain indifferent .. Will he ?

It's hard for me to face the truth that i'm indeed being surrounded by hypocrites .

What's in me for them to take advantage of ?! I seriously don't understand ..

What is wrong being nice ? For me being nice doesn't mean that you peeps can get me to do or help to achieve whatever you guys wants right ?!

Yeah , like you .

Muthafucking materailistic asshole .

(Pardon me for my language today .. I need to let everything out)

Be honored for you have won a paragraph here in my entry .

Now you've got what you want .

Now you're trying to be as nice as i am .

YOU'RE IN THE LIMELIGHT . YOU HAVE ALL THE OTHERS ATTENTION .

BUT YOU'LL DEFINITELY NOT GONNA CATCH ANY OF MY ATTENTION

ANYMORE AFTER I END OFF WITH THIS PARAGRAPH .

May your god bless you , asshole .

I am really devastated today .. But who cares .

Except , thanks to Xinyin for listening to my craps , appreciated (:

Suddenly , i thought . Things have really changed .

And sometimes , strange things .. really happens ..

Just like a few minutes ago when i was really .. Shocked till my jaws-dropped .

Damn , where does the problem lies in ? Me , or you ?

Not just today , it has been awhile .

I often convinced myself that things weren't as bad as what i thought it could be .

But nevermind , i'll have to prepare for the worst and face it one day .

I'll be okay .

当你说‘对不起，对不起’Sorry doesn't mean anything .

我不想去思考，全部都忘掉。

我对你却太好。

我不想放弃. I don't wanna give up ..

I shall only allow my tears to appear for 15minutes .

2010-04-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

It was hard . But i've believed ... Twice .

Anyway , school have been pretty good .

Except , having tests like .. 5days in a row . You can walk around the school seeing my classmates together with myself hugging our files/notes/textbook everywhere we go . Including the toilet . Serious , no joke . HAHA :D It's good , we're all working towards a common goal .

I think it is also time for me to set a target for myself . Haha .

It includes , stop failing Amath and be friend with Physics . Idk why , but those 2 subjects just don't like me . Whenever i try getting close to them , they will move away from me ! Hey , thumbs down for that . (N)

And and and ! I am so going for OBS . Had my medical checkup today (: But before that , Boontien helped me to photocopy the registration form as i've forgotten to get it from Mr Tham on friday after grabbing Mr Sim to stay back in school for extra physics lesson . See ?! I tried so hard to be friend with physics .. but .. but .. hais , nvm :D haha ! Then i took train to yishun to get the registration form from Boon . & HE WALKED TO THE MRT STATION ! (His house is kinda far from the MRT station) Haha , applause to him ! Boon , thanks ah ! :D Yeah yeah , OBS ! :D

After MYE , i'm going to be a busy bee .

Bzzzzzzzzzzzz :D

Off to Physics now ! :D Buh-bye !

2010-04-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

I have to :
Remember .
If you fall in love with him ,
You’ll harm him .

It was my fault .
Back then , if it's not because of me ,
___ ______ ____ _________ ________ ____ ____ .
I rather you blame me then apologising to me .
Because all i ever wanted to hear from you , is not sorry .
But why .

You weren't at the wrong , i am .

I'm so sorry that i don't even dare to request and ask for anymore things from you .
Because .. I've owe you too much ...

2010-03-25T04:58:00.000-07:00

& OMG ! I know sister's friend from this year's SAFMC !

Haha ! That's Sean from NJC ! He's damn funny ! xD

Idk why i'm there in this picture . HAHA .

Yeap ! That's the score board after the 1st round !
We were the 5th !

So this picture was taken on the prize presentation day .
Looks nice huh ? :D

Speaking of SAFMC , i'm like do dying to retrieve back my silver medal la ! xD
I could only say that the competition was GREAT .
Kay , there're more pictures . But i'm just too lazy to upload all of them .
Go facebook and look for them xD HAHA !

Yeah , so the main thing was also , we've made new friends and blah blah xD
So i was telling Seann , double 'N' , from our school ,
About the guy from bukit view sec .. I think ? Haha . Throughtout the whole competition .
Damn funny okay , Xinyin was also like
'Come la , i help you get this number . Don't be shy' HAHA !
I wasn't shy okay ! HAHA . He have good looks . No ! Not Xinyin (:
On contrary , Xinyin was the one who totally shy-out when he was talking to Sean from NJC .
I just whacked him hard la ! The way he speak was damn sarcastic .
And i think he deserved it . xD
The peeps from NJC got shocked when my hand just flew over and i actually slapped him .
ACCIDENTALLY . It wasn't planned ! I swear xD
So he was hit hard down twice !
Damn funny , i tell you .

HAHA ! Yay , see ? I'm back with a proper post .
Hey , i'm actually sick . Hahaha !
Yeah , i'm gonna end this entry .
BYE ! :D

2010-03-22T08:38:00.000-07:00

I'd rather have bad times with you , than good times with someone else .
I'd rather be beside you in a storm , than safe and warm by myself .
I'd rather have hard times together , than to have it easy apart .

Everything would have been possible if only , you really did mean it at first .
Maybe i was wrong .
No , maybe i was right . But things just turned out the other way round .

Hmm .. it's something for me to bet thinking about (:

2010-03-18T01:37:00.000-07:00

Oopsy ! I hurt you again .
I crushed your heart in the palm of my hands .
If you walk out baby , i'll understand .
Cos all i'll do is hurt you again .

What's there for me to say ?
It's sorry all the time .

P/S Thanks sister and Jiajun korkor :D I love you two ! :D

2010-03-06T22:15:00.001-08:00

A story found in Binghan's facebook . Under 'Notes' .
A story .. A love story between water and a fish (:
Enjoy ! *This story is in chinese*

鱼:你好美，我想我喜欢上了你。
水:傻瓜，那仅仅是好感而已。
鱼:真的，我不骗你。
水:我不相信一见钟情。

*日子一天天过去，感情也日趋笃厚。*
鱼:我喜欢和你在一起。
水:那是因为你早已适应了我。
鱼:我喜欢你的味道。
水:那是因为你已习惯了我的存在。

*几天后，水要继续远行。*
鱼:我已离不开你。
水:过几天你就会忘了我的。
鱼:不，我不会爱上除你以外的人。
水:那是因为你还没有遇到除我以外的人。
鱼:你是我的全部。
水:你却不是我的唯一。
鱼:你到底在追寻什么？
水:只有海温暖的胸怀才是我的唯一。
鱼:你难道不能为我而停留吗？
水:不，一旦驻足，我就成了死水，就永远无法看到海的样子了。
鱼:那我们能否并架齐驱？
水:你永远无法追上我的脚步。
鱼:你能否为我稍作等待？
水:我只喜欢奔腾不息。
鱼:无论如何，我都要陪你游向大海。
水:别傻了，你只是一条淡水鱼。
鱼:我不想让你一个人面对风浪。
水:我不会因此而感激你。
鱼:我不想博得你的感激，我只想和你在一起。
水:你知道我不可能爱上你。
鱼:但你不能剥夺我爱你的权利。
水:你这样只会害了自己。

*水和鱼经过了一条大河，鱼只剩下半条命。*
鱼:我不知道还能陪你多远。
水:回去吧，这样的日子不适合你。
鱼:不，就算到了最后一秒，我都不会放弃。
水:你傻得迷失了自己。
鱼:那你能否试着接受一个傻瓜的爱呢？
水:你明知道我的心早已被海占据。
鱼:为什么？你总不能试着爱上我？
水:我只相信，海才是我的唯一。

*鱼和水经过了一条大江，鱼的生命只剩下四分之一。*
鱼:如果有一天我不在了，你会怎样？
水:我会伤心，也会惋惜。
鱼:那如果海不在了呢？
水:我会心碎，也会随他死去。
鱼:难道我们的朝夕相处还比不过一个幻影么？
水:没有感情的相处只是多余的记忆。
鱼:那海呢，你确信他会爱上你？
水:他是我一生的梦，我不会放弃。

*鱼无语，默默地陪水走完了剩下的距离。*

*终于，他们到了海边。水看到了她的海，但她却不是海的唯一。*

*是啊，海有博大的胸怀，博大到可以容纳百川在他怀里嬉戏，却无暇顾及水的存在。*

*水不愿做海身边众多佳丽之一，她决定离去。*

*这时，她想起了鱼，而鱼早已奄奄一息。*
鱼:我看到海了，他是那么英俊帅气，只有他才配得上你。
水:但我却觉得他扑朔迷离。
鱼:别担心，总有一天，海会发现你并爱上你。
水:也许我真的错了。
鱼:不会的，你那么爱海。
水:曾经，也有一个人那么爱我，可我却忽略了。
你说，你说呀，说你爱我，说你要和我生生世世在一起。
鱼:我不想给你一个兑现不了的承诺。
水:你为什么不能自私一点？
鱼:别这样，爱你是我的权利，爱我却不是你的义务。
水:为什么我总是那么自私，那么固执？为什么我没有早点爱上你？
鱼:别这样说，那样，我会走的很不安。
水:为什么你总那么好，好到让我感到无地自容。
鱼:忘了我吧，再去找一个值得你爱的人。
水:你难道不是最值得我爱的人吗？

鱼:别傻了，以后的日子，我不能陪你。
水:我已错过太多的日子，我不能再错过你。

鱼:别这样。水:我真的爱上你了。
鱼:我都流泪了，你看见我幸福的泪了么？哦，我忘了，因为我在水里。
水:不！我感受到了，因为现在，你在我心里。

*鱼幸福地闭上了眼睛，在水的怀里。*
听见自己心碎的声音……

Conclusion is , :
有人牵挂的漂泊不叫流浪
有人陪伴的哭泣不叫悲伤
有人分担的忧愁不叫痛苦
有人分享的快乐叫幸福 .

也许每个人都会有自己喜欢的人
也有人可以和自己喜欢的人在一起
也有人因为种种的原因不能在一起 .

2010-03-06T07:25:00.000-08:00

If you want to give her the best gift ,
Give her your heart and dont be afraid .
Give her your time without a regret .
Give her the love she is giving back to you .
Give her a sincere smile and she will always be true .
Give her a hug and let her know you'll always be her man .
Give her the patience that sometimes is hard to do .
Give her ur soul and tell her i do .
Found this in my dearest sister's wallpaper .

P/S I'm still waiting for that day to come again (:

2010-02-23T03:35:00.001-08:00

I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner .
I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong .
I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls .
I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles .

I believe that today will the history of tomorrow and i hate studying the pass .

我相信，是爱。。。
把我们变成了陌生人。

2010-02-06T20:36:00.000-08:00

School has started and soon , we will all be busy with our assignments. But still, can't wait for the upcoming events - a family red letter day , CNY
And V'day (though i doubt im gonna have any dates) !
Oh well , i've decided to be positive in any possible ways .
I'm gonna laugh it off and walk away like no one's business . ^^

Since year 2008 , this is the third year .
My heart is still beating for the same YOU ! :D
Sometimes , things weren't easy . But i've made it through .
After all these , i know , and i learnt .
I know that since the beginning , i've made the right choice . (:
I learnt how to cherish and i learnt to say whatever is in my heart !
& That i've got no regrets at all .

YOU !
I miss you , i miss you , i miss you !
But there's nothing i can do about .
I miss you right now ! :D

Thank You , And I Love You ^^

2010-01-30T18:24:00.000-08:00

Oh
I'm so angry .
I'm so sad .
I'm so angry .
I'm so sad .
I'm so pissed at my mom right now !

2010-01-24T04:50:00.000-08:00

Since my birthday is coming , wahaha ... xD
I WANT TO GET THAT ORANGE STRIPE CUP
CAROLINE GAVE ME LAST YEAR AS MY BIRTHDAY PREZZIE ):

Ryzzal broke it when i was having science camp @ RP , his school ! >.<
Grrrrrrr . He volunteered to help washing my cup when i'm not there .
But when i rush back to the canteen , my cup is already G-O-N-E ):

I think the hint is rather obvious xD
HEHEHE ! :D

I so want more Orange/Yellow care bear ! :D
Cheehao already gave me a yellow one ! So fast right xD

THIS ENTRY IS SO RANDOM xD I WANT MY BIRTHDAY PREZZIE ! xD

2010-01-19T05:23:00.000-08:00

I love this secret bear :D

Oh , i finally got a secret of my own ! :D

Everybody and i shall see together how long can i keep this secret !

I love my day , i love my new discoveries & i love my secret :D

Since this entry is so short , i shall combine it with my previous entry :D

I've learnt to not let bitterness take away my strength and weaken my faith ,

And never allow pain to dishearten me ;

But rather let myself grow with wisdom in bearing it .

I've also decided to give myself more time . Who knows ?

My interest for Biology might grow at some point of time , you see ?

PS : I love you because i know no other way .

PSS : This is a path way that allows me to only go straight ,

And i'll never get the chance to regret going this way .

PSSS : It's that pair of eyes that keeps me going bravely .

2010-01-15T06:59:00.001-08:00

I had my day camp during the 3days of my level camp period la :D

Overall , it's really fun ! Fun ! Damn fun , really :D
Though the first day was rather boring !
The 2nd and 3rd day was really good .

Great ! :D

Actually , i cant wait to see the chao-das ! xD

Urgh ! My blog entries have been rather boring .
I've typed so many , so many drafts but i am just not ready to publish them yet ..

Maybe tmr or the day after tmr ?
I will be back with my proper posts ^^

2010-01-10T04:30:00.000-08:00

AMATH DOESN'T SEEMS TO BE FUN TO ME ANYMORE !

WHY.WHY.WHY ?
WHY ARE THERE NUMBERS IN THE WORLD ?!

GRRRRRRRRR >.< !

♥SSSSSSS ZACH.O !:D

2010-01-06T06:13:00.000-08:00

There are so many things i wanted to tell you ,

Wanted to show you , wanted to let you know .

But there's this kind of barrier of me against the world or just you ,

I dont know .

"原来，被喜欢的人讨厌。。
连呼吸都会痛。。 " mml

Xinyin thinks that i'm an independent printing machine ...

But i think i'm one who needs lots of pushing and help ,

Else , i wouldn't get to anywhere .

Why does such false image of me are being casted to my friends manzxz ?

I'm not someone you guys should think highly of .

I don't deserve it .

2010-01-03T01:29:00.000-08:00

So it's a happy new year to all ! :D

Just as everyone was happily counting down to year 2010 ,
I just left the Changi Airport and went searching for clinics .
But none of them are open so , visited the BIGGEST CLINIC .
( I know you know what i mean xD )

Yes , so it's school tomorrow !
Okay , can you feel the reluctance of me knowing that it's a back to school day tmr ?!
Yeah yeah , cute cute sec1s xD
HAHAHA !

2009-12-25T03:31:00.000-08:00

PLEASE DONT TEXT ME AFTER 3PM , TODAY .

ELSE EACH TEXT MESSAGE
WILL COST YOU 60CENTS !
( Scarli some wierd people will text me to rememebr to return to school for badminton ,
which sucks . And some nice people who'd text to wish me a merry merry christmas :D )

MERRY CHRISTMAS , BABES :D
Have fun with all your celebrations and gatherings yeah !
Bring nice presents home ! :D
I'm so spending it @ Thailand , good weather there you know xD

2009-12-22T09:21:00.001-08:00

You were the one who told me what are sisters for .
Moreover , not any other kind of sisters , but truly blood-related ones .
So what you were trying to say just now is that you're sure to just ...

Okay , whatever it is , just tell me that no , you didn't want to ...

I really thought that you were joking or kidding me !
It can't be true right ?

Sissy , just tell me things are not like this ...

I dont know what i should do .
I dont know what i should say .
I dont know where i should go to .
I dont know who i should turn to anymore .

2009-12-16T00:54:00.001-08:00

Pause my song , and play this video ! :D
Yeah man ! He's the last to everything !
He's the last one to get prepared in his swim wear , the last to jump off into the pool
& the last to get his medal ! xD

Yup , he's Zach Ong ! xD

2009-12-14T08:10:00.000-08:00

Just when i thought i'm brave enough to face all the challenges ahead of me ,

I'm stuck with ghost of my past .

Get it out , man ...

I HAVE TO GET IT OUT !

I've gotta constantly remind myself that i'll never regret this ,

N.E.V.E.R!

2009-12-11T08:59:00.000-08:00

Yes ! I've been watching this lately :D
But not all the sections lah :D
Caught the Table Tennis , SWIMMING and Badminton !
Gave Soccer a miss cause i'm so not interested in it xD

SWIMMING IS SO SPECIAL BECAUSE OF SOMEONE !

He's ......................................................

Aiyah ! Disclose already then no more fun !
Wait kay , slowly ! :D

2009-12-08T06:02:00.000-08:00

Anybody free or is willing to go cycle @ East Coast Park with me this coming thursday ?

Please , atleast some people respond ?!
Text me , call me , tag me , anything ! :D

2009-12-03T08:27:00.000-08:00

Hey guys , here's something to think about .

Which way will you go ?
The left one where there is nothing right ?
Or the right one , where there is nothing left ?

Strange . As i was chatting with some people about left and right ,
I suddenly thought of the pathways Left and Right xD

So which way are you going ?

I will choose the left path :D
You know my character ,
I'm so stubborn that i think that i can make everything right .

It's 12:31AM now , i need to catch my beauty sleep :D

Urgh ! I hate hate hate period cramps ttm ! >.<